Wednesday, December 08, 2004
baby, i'm sorry about last night.
i really wonder how are you now.
i'm afraid. i don't want to see you like that.
i'm sorry. i should have just shut up.
all my fault. blame it all on me.
don't say its okay, when its not.
i want to see you now. ) :
as i look through, i saw her photos.
i started to think to myself.
why didn't you choose her instead.
i know, she treats you like fuck.
i don't know why would i think in that way.
i shouldn't be.
i hate it. grrrrr.
-SLAPS MYSELF
i hate, i hate what i did to baby last night.
i scared her.
she shocked me with her voice.
hurt. pain. pain. hurt.
my heart just fell LIKE THAT.
she's too dear to me, dont take her away.
if i could, i would go over.
i wanted to, baby stopped me.
i rather myself get into trouble than seeing baby this way. ) :
i love my gf, my 18, my baby.
_i left the ring close to my heart))`
; stick with you